Captain Lliam Montgomery's Page

For those of my friend who don't know I have been through a lot the last year or so. For a majority of you you have been my best friends and my adopted family. Thank you for that



Back in Jan I started College for the second time, Now I begin to wonder if anything I ever knew was correct, I was raised by my mom until I was six or so I didn't have much of a male role model, But my mother always told me to be careful choosing Friends.



Maybe I was or am still very naive, I… Continue

Words we said, stories we read the songs we sing. Never meant anything. You've never returned a call do, you even care for me at all?



Do you even know my name? Am I just a pawn in your twisted game?



Now i got no reason to cry, You've gone and Bled dry. Not tear can I shed my heart feels like its DEAD.



You continue to lead me on, even though you are already gone, You'll never return a text your making me a total wreck.



You made sound like there was a… Continue

“To be or not to be?” Maybe it is depression, maybe it is desperation no matter what it which it is, is it a reason to pretend your something your not just to attract attention?



I have had a lot of time, truthfully nothing but time to think about this lately and I keep coming back to the same conclusion. I am not happy. I can’t honestly remember a time I was either. For damn close to ten years now I have always felt as if part of me is missing, that I am just a… Continue

People wear many hats in life, at any given point I am a father, brother, son, friend etc.

Strangely enough it seams the one that I wore the most had the logo "Mr. MOM"



Four years ago I declared disabled and took the plunge of being a stay at home dad. For any one who has kids, I am sure you will back me in saying your is very tasking, changes everyday and never ends.



It's not like other jobs where you punch a clock at 9 am and punch out at 5. You day starts the night… Continue

It has been taught there are several Stages of greaving for a death, but what of a death of a marriage?

what are there stages to that?



Untill last night I haave been hanging in there but no matter how I try I cant seam to keep my mind from going to a dark place. The place where everything that could possably happen , happends and makes me so utterly upset I'm physicaly sick ,when in reality it never happend





Six years is a long time to play pretend, even if you… Continue