My life and what I feel I want to do with it. Rambling blog post #1

So...I'm a bit of a stoner, and musical, and nerd...no kidding hey? Haha. Turned 20 on in June and I'm starting to think that maybe watching Star Trek for hours on end, playing video games, going to concerts, reading about serial killers and smoking pot/taking painkillers isn't what I should be doing constantly. I've had like 2 jobs in my life, hated them to be honest. I don't feel that is my style. Which doesn't help at all, really. While I love my life and the things I do with it, I am happy of course, I really wouldn't have it any other way...

This September I am going to be attending a college (or community college, depending on where I decide to live) I am choosing between Makeup artistry, hairstyling or graphic design. All of these things I know I could excel in and have a career if I apply myself. All I have to do right now is set aside 10 months to a year, for the training I will need. My great grand father approached my grandmother and asked her what I would like to do with my life, because he was more than willing to pay for it because his other great grand child refused the help. I have no issue with being the second option here because he is offering the help to me himself, so I can better my life. Nobody else in the family really has...No offence but it is really the truth. 

Not to make this bittersweet or a diss on any of my family, I love everybody in my family with all my heart. Most of them have their life together, I was just talking about in the eyes of my great grand father. I am still planning on doing all these things that I love - just slowing it down for a little while to get my life in order, make myself money doing something that I love. My ultimate life goal is happiness, and this will just make me more excited to be me. I just never thought I'd ever want post secondary education. 

I am hoping to re locate as well, still in beautiful British Columbia of course, I love it here. But from the...ghetto to a more quiet, friendly nature-y area that is known as Mission, or the city version 20 minutes  away called Abottsford, so I can focus on my education and myself a little bit. I don't think I'll stay there forever, but for awhile to do this. I have alot of supportive family in those areas and my boyfriend as well - and his friends/band and everyone I know in that area of my life that I adore to pieces, It will be a positive thing.

YEAH! My first blog post in  2 years! Woohoo.
Live long and prosper my friends.